Ok, I'm alive but my heart is hurting, a lot. I'm very sad.

Just coming off a 3 month relationship with this beautiful little blonde. We had great chemistry. I never had so much sex in my life. Sometimes 4x in a day. It was wild. Now it's over. I'll move on but it will take a little time to heal emotionally. And it wasn't all about the sex, she was a lovely lady as well, but has major issues.

So, 2 days after the break-up I'm out in NYC with my friend Jamey. I really drank a bit too much. I didn't do a good job on my make-up. I will say this I have a great tan now. The girl I dated loves the sun, so I spent many days on the beach, at the pool. I'm really dark.

I was a little nervous going out again. I hadn't been out in 2 months. It's funny I didn't miss it because I was too occupied getting laid day almost every day. I found out I didn't lose my touch. Met about 10 girls tonight and even had a very young man buy me a shot and a beer. See last picture. This kid was very cute.

1st-Taken at Boxers-new Hangout. Very mainstream, young crowd
2nd- NJ Girls met at Boxers
3rd- Check my tan out, Jamey was shocked how tan I am
4th- Taken on 7th Avenue somewhere
5th- Jamey and me in front of a busy café. Loads of customers sitting outside, not a peep from them
6th- Luke and Leroys- tons of people couldn't get into club. Jamey and I got in for free and no wait. That's Tgirl power
7th- Niki and Athena. Very sexy. They couldn't get into club. Met them while getting fresh air
Last- I kept telling Jamey he's my young Brad Pitt. Picture doesn't do this kid justice